So this is not the typical -i want to leave blogs- syndrome, i am blocked from Jeeran and all the blogs hosted on it by the service provider here. You're probably wondering how i added this post then, well with the help of my beloved sis in Amman.
All my friends at Jeeran, i appologize in advance for not being able to visit your blogs, let me know if you ever move and you are welcomed any time at my new blog.
nowonders.wordpress.com
Jeeran, or anyone if you can help with unblocking your site with the service provider here i would appreciate it!
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Sunday, June 03, 2007
Monday, May 28, 2007
I came in this morning, opened my browser, typed in my blog address and to my surprise i get this:
Site Is Blocked
I wanted to add the exact message that poped up but for some reason i can't! :) yup this is my day. i don't know if you will be able to see it at the bottom.
For some reason the image reminds me of a tea bag, don't know how that is related. it made me go and make myself a cup of coffee, i am low on iron i shouldn't drink tea.
Basically the service provider here has finished blocking what they call -unethical websites- and now moved to blocking BLOGS!!
I am so angry, sad, amused with how stupid and narrow minded people can be.
The good part is this, now they say please fill a form if you wish to ask for a site to be unblocked, ok let me do that i thought to myself, and it turns out that you have to have some kind of username and password to do that!! Oh dear Lord...!
So anybody out there got any ideas?
I can go to Jeeran blog's main page, login with my username (obviously this is how i added this post) but i also can't go to any of your blogs my friends, You Are Blocked Too!!!!:)
I had some thoughts before, on how long will i keep my blog, and what would the reason be if it stopped it. I am not a very active blogger but i just know that there's this safe place with amazing friends that i can go to any time.
Through these thoughts i never thought this will happen!!
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
I understand that Dubai is an open city with people from everywhere with different nationalities, religions and backgrounds and this is one of the things i like about it. What annoys me is something that might seem silly to some people but i just want to say it anyway...
I AM JORDANIAN
So for all the people who asked me if i was:
1. Russian: 7amdullah NO!! no offense but with the reputation you girls have around here...
2. Iranian: No, and please strange lady from the public bathroom, for the 5th time i am not Iranian and for some unknown reason i don't speak Iranian.
3. Lebanese: No, not because i have short hair and speak arabic i have to be Lebanese.
Really Jordanian? but you look like you are European... I don't see this as a compliment so don't be shocked from my reaction.
Seriously do you want to check my passport?!
Yes really Jordanian and a proud one!
Sunday, May 13, 2007
تاغ تاغ تاغ تاغ تاغ
عشرة أشياء بتخليني مبسوطة؟!
1. أكتر شي وبعرف اني ببين كسولة بس مو مشكلة هو يوم الاجازة ليــــــــــش؟؟ عشان أنام لأني بكره اصحى
2. متل ما البعض بيعرف أنا جديد نقلت على دبي يعني صارلي 8 أشهر هون، كتير بنبسط بس أي شخص من عمان يبعتلي مسج أو يحكي معي تليفون وخصوصا اذا شخص ما اله بالعادة يحكي مكالمات دولية :)
3. السواقة مع أغاني بحبها بدون ما يكون حدا جنبي كل شوي يوطي الصوت أو يغير الأغنية وطبعا أهم شي ما يكون في أزمة بالشارع بس للأسف حلم لن يتحقق في دبي!!
4. أحضر برنامجي المفضل: فريندز friends كل حلقة حاضرتها شي عشرين مرة بس بضحك كأنه أول مرة بشوفها
5. لعبة تريكس مع شريكتي ندوووش -نادية- ما حدا بيقبل يلعب معنا اذا احنا شركاء بقولوا انه منغش بس ما بحط حدا بذمتي
6. أشرب بيبسي مع الاكل، مضر مش مضر اللي بعرفه انه زاكي مع الأكل
7. البحر اشي أكيد بس ما يكون مليان جيلي فش وتضل بنفسي النزلة بالمي
8. عندي هواية جديدة ما حدا بيعرف عنها، التزلج عالجليد -مو عالجميد- ice - skating ظهرت هذه الموهبة الدفينة في دبي شعور كتير حلو بس ما بعرف اوصفه، من هالحكي الفاضي طايرة وحرة الخ الخ
9. حمام سخن أول ما أوصل عالبيت، مو لاني بدي اعمل حالي نضايفية بس عنجد كتير مريح وبرخي الاعصاب
10. لما احكي للناس عن بلدي الأردن، معظم الوقت ما بسألوا وبتبرع بالمعلومات بس كتير في ناس حابة تزور الأردن، الاشي الأحلى أنه لما اغير الصورة الغلط اللي للاسف في ناس ماخدتها عنا. بضل وراهم لما يقتنعوا -نقاش بيزنطي-
العروسة Ramroum
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Wednesday, May 02, 2007
تطنيش المحاضرات! ما بعرف ليش كان في متعة اكتر بالوقت لما نكون مطنشين محاضرة عن ما يكون عنا فراغ ساعة.. اذا بدنا نذكر أسباب التطنيش فكانت لعب شدة (تريكس) في السيارة في كراج الجامعة. أو كنا نشتري معجنات من مخبز في مرج الحمام ونروح نقعد بمكان كله شجر وحشيش (قال يعني رحلة).أو عشان نعمل جولة تفقد على اشقائنا الطلاب في الجامعات التانية. وجبة الفطور في واحد من فروع الكلحة الممتدة في جميع أنحاء المملكة. بتذكر كان في جرسون دايما ريحته بتخنق!! و لما يجيب الأكل عالطاولة كان يمد ايده من قدامنا حتى ناخذ جرعة أكبر! مع هيك ضلينا نروح عالمطعم بس صرنا نبعد بس يجي. والأحلى من هيك حظنا اللي بفلق الحجر, كل ما نروح يستلم نفسه طاولتنا. دراسة الامتحانات، مو لاني نيرده وبحب الدراسة بس كنا نتجمع عند بعض عشان قال يعني ندرس. طبعا في بريك غذاء و بعده بريك عشان نهضم وبعده برك شاي وقهوة وبعده بريك سناك وبعده.. وبعده..اخر اشي منروح وكل وحده بتدرس لحالها. محاولات التغطية على أسباب التسيب عن المحاضرات في نهاية الفصل حتى ما ناخد حرمان، كانت تتنوع بين السيارة خربت واحنا جايين، أضطرينا نوصل حدا عالمستشفى، و هلأ بستغرب كيف كانت تمشي عالدكتور؟!؟ كتير كنا نتأخر عالمحاضرات ونضل نحكي ونتبهدل وما بكذب اذا قلت انو في محاضرة كنا نحط فيها منكير! ومع هيك كانت علاماتنا دايما أعلى شي وأسمائنا على لوحة الشرف. المهم كنا نستمتع بس نشوف الصدمة في وجوه باقي الطلاب بس نجيب علامات عالية.. كانوا ينجنوا حتى كان في واحد صديق لالنا يسحب المادة بس يعرف انه احنا منزلينها عشان منخرب الكيرف محاولات التمارض عشان ناخد اجازة مرضية من دكتور الجامعة وبعدين شو بس نفوت عل العيادة منعمل حالنا ما منعرف بعض عشان ما يعرفوا انه متفقين. واذا طولنا واحنا نستنى الدور منتعرف على بعض هناك! شو أي سنة انتي؟ شو رايك بالدكتور الفلاني.... هبل!ما تعرفت على شخص بكره أيام الجامعة، كل واحد اله ذكريات ولحظات ما بنساها. بالنسبة الي ذكرياتي كانت
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
This post is dedicated to my twin sister...!!! not my biological twin sister but i call her that because back in university people often asked us if we were related and one time even they thought we were twin sisters!! We don't look alike from the outside at all and that's why we joke about it.
Anyway this sis of mine came to visit me last week!! yeeeeeeey! she was my first visitor :) i enjoyed every single moment we spent together.
We laughed and laughed, no we didn't cry even when it was time to say good bye because it is too hard and deep inside we hope to meet again soon.
There is nothing funny or interesting about this post for readers, but this will be very interesting to one reader: Dinaaaaaaaaaaaaa. I just want to document the sad feeling i had when i came home yesterday and didn't find you there. I want to document the laughs we had on every single day and I want to document how much you mean to me.
Sunday, March 04, 2007
It's just like any other addiction people suffer from, you keep seeing hands reaching out for your help.. you hear voices offering you advice. You hear about it, you watch others suffering.. others getting help. BUT!!!!
You can never get help unless you want to, until you HIT the BOTTOM, and realize that you don't want to stay like this any more. You see a future different from the dark one you visualized before. When -like any other person- is not good enough for you.. when you just want more.
Only then you will start looking around for help and hopefully you get it.
I am there now, I HIT the BOTTOM, i don't want to stay like this any more!
Before any of you out there start getting ideas of what i am talking about, let me spare you the trouble :) i am addicted to feeling misreable and having low self esteem.
But with the help of a very proffessional person i know, yes the person who is giving me the training, i will read this again one day not far from now and laugh!! :D
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Before anyone trys to correct my title, i know it's gramatically wrong. But the hell with it :D
Anyway I am excited about something (see i know grammer), not all people around me can understand why, so where else to let it out??
Yesterday i got news from my management that i will be attending a 4 week training, it's not the regular training course you attend listening to someone who is in most cases more bored than you are and the only thing you can hear the instructor say is bla bla blaalbalalbala bla bla...
This will include a lot of hard work because it needs a lot of reading outside office hours and includes meeting sessions every week.
Anyway i haven't reached the exciting part yet. The subject of this training course is NLP: neuro linguistics programming!!! plus hypnosis (ethical ofcourse)...!!!
For those of you who don't know what NLP stands for then i have to say Google Google Google :D
I don't want to be mean, i would've written about it but i don't think i can do that in one post. in brief it's about programming your mind to certain habbits and beliefs that would improve your the way we think and take decissions, thus pushing your career forward and your personal life as well.
Now regarding the hypnosis part, well this is not what you think it is. It is used ethically i assure you to also improve yourself. It's all about being more effective.
So once i get the reading material i can give those of you who are interested the titles of the books.
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Five things you don't know about me hmmmmmmmmm let's see:
1. I am more affected by animal tragedy more than human tragedy, i mean it breaks my heart to see a suffering animal than if it was a human. I feel that animals are more helpless than humans.
2. I don't like sad endings in movies because they make me cry!! i am a cry baby...
3. I wanted to study Interior Design but ended up with a Management Information System degree...!!!
4. I only like elnokat el zen5a :) the long ones especially that don't have a meaningfull ending, but make the listener very interested and then BANG!! kotleh men al zana5a....
5. I smell the glass or mug before i use it!! it is ok at home to do that but embaressing if i am visiting....
I am gona tag my good friends Fadi, i don't know where M.M disappeared to but i will give it a shot...
My sweet friend Reema...... Thank you!! :D i enjoyed it
Monday, November 27, 2006
I've been staying at a furnished studio for about a month now, and will have to stay there another one also...
Almost nothing is working!! so here is a list of reasons i might end up dead in here:
1. i might be blown up by gas leakage, if i turn on the oven (3la asas ene ba6bo5) i smell gas and some other weird smell i don't know what yet something burning besides my food.
2. the fridge is not working, so i might end up eating something that expired!! (ya3)
3. The A.C sometimes takes a vacation, so ymken amot men el jafaf!!! on the other hand good thing it rained yesterday...
Thank God the t.v is working.. actually it's the only thing mehrez bkol el mawdo3 so i won't die of boredom.
and yes i am looking for a new place....
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